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Wednesday, November 14, 2007 Blogged at 22:27
tis song is juz exactly how i feel..(just so u know) Love is cruel(by siying) at 1st..i dun agree.but now..i tink its true.love is not cruel when both of them are together.dats love is happiness.but when dey are not.it is..even though alot say dat im happy when i see u happy.but is it the truth? is it true dat im happy when i see u happy wif the other guy? isit? i dun tink so..maybe a little.but most of it shud be jealousy and pain..hmm..and many said although we cant be together but at least we could be fren..can we? but after all this when we met the feeling inside shud be awkward.its hard to communicate lyk tis..how to be frens when deres no communication among us? how? is it the true dat we still could be frens?cherish the relationships between each other..its hard to come.but its easy to go.. its not so painful when im still far..but as u said.im near..maybe ur trying to make me happy by saying dat but the fact.it hurts more..its juz lyk my geog.49 its juz 1 more mark and i could pass..even if i fail, i got bout 30+ or less.it may not hurt so much..cos its realli far away..but when im so near.its painful inside..deep inside.at 1st when tian said it.i dun realli take it to heart..becos its always lyk dat.but when i know the truth myself..its whole different thing.and somemore when im near..its hard to say'nvm..its okay' anymore.cos i realli dun feel dat way..forgeting will feel better.maybe i shud try to ferget?but would it be easy? would i realli wan to forget..? rest well and take care of urself when ur sick.hope u could enjoy urself during the camp..maybe i shudnt miss u anymore..but i.. |